My first post

What will this site be about?

So i think this site will be about my life. The experinces, the ups and downs and in general just thoughts. I still have to figure out how to really use it - as it's really my first time doing any sort of blog type. So there's room for improvement but definitely also mistakes hehe.

What has been happening in my life?

Actually not a lot - or in some ways, yes. I recently had 2 gap years, where i worked for my dad in construction. At that job i was doing sooooo much concrete work and it was super hard! On the side note, the job was actually great in other aspects. I got to spend a lot of time with my dad, which we usually don't do. I got to be outside every day and i basically got a free workout every day (yay!).

I also went travelling where i went to Thailand, Philliphines and China. It was my first ever solo trip and on that trip i had a lot of self reflection. I got to meet my friends in the countries but during my whole time in Thailand I was actually alone. It was also a bit depressing in some ways, as I had a lot of time alone with my thoughts. The mistakes i had made, the people i had hurt and all in all who I am and who I want to be ...

I then got home, had a nice summer vacation, where I went to my second Ultra Music Festival (Oliver Heldens was superrr good). I also went on vacation with my mom and brother to Greece and spent a lot of time home in Denmark and really enjoyed "the danish summer".

So what now?

Summer passed. I got accepted into the study i had applied for, which is "Bygningskonstruktør", which in english sounds way fancier; Architectural Technologist and Construction Manager. I wouldn't say I was excited, as suddenly it hit my "wow, that was 2 years". What did i really gain from it? In all honestly I was actually super sad.

Time for change

I think i had just been isolated from people (of my age) for so long that my mind could just have been scared. I started the study and it turned out I had gotten THE BEST CLASS EVER!! We have developed such a strong bond in such a short time - it's only just been the 3rd week now. So in that area of my life it's going really well.

The other area ...

Well yeah, it's all not just happy stuff. I have recently been feeling really down and had many nights where I've cried, since I feel like everyone is in relationships and I'm not. I have a friend who actually said to me that it seems like, I just want a relationship FAST & NOW. That's not the reality. If I can feel it's not the right one I won't go into it and that is a lesson I learned from my so-called second "relationship" (it was super bad and I regret it 100%).

The path to happiness

Now I've decided in the very cliché way it is that: "in order to love someone, I need to love myself first". I actually believe in that and I also believe that the universe and god has a way for you - things happen for a reason. I'll come back here at some point later with an update and let's see how my life looks like then. Thanks for reading and see you future Julius!